P 3100 I’m a door-man.

Have you ever longed for a ministry gift? Well, here’s one, it’s pretty neglected, and sadly there aren’t many people jumping into this pool! “And God has made all things new, and reconciled us to Himself, and given US the ministry of reconciling others to God. In other words, it was through the Anointed One that God was shepherding the world, not even keeping records of their transgressions, and He has entrusted to us the ministry of opening the door of reconciliation to God. We are ambassadors of the Anointed One who carry the message of Christ to the world, as though God were tenderly pleading with them directly through our lips. So we tenderly plead with you on Christ’s behalf, “Turn back to God and be reconciled to Him.”” 2 Corinthians 5:18-20.

The Lord trusts us to represent Him with a loving attitude toward everyone we meet every day. So whenever I meet someone – I always figure HE sent them! I don’t much like to wallop others over the head with the bible, it is not at all friendly! Instead I treat other people like they are special, because HE loves them. Like Ruth with Naomi, I’m going wherever Jesus goes. And His people are my people, despite denominational boundaries! I like the bible suggestion … ‘if they are thirsty, give them a drink … if they are hungry, feed them.’ That’s a great system. 

So. I listen, then I do what He tells me to do. This means I don’t give every street person I meet a couple of sandwiches, I wait for the Lord. Then He says: “Give this one some food.” The Holy Spirit has been known to speak very loudly to me if I become distracted, and gone off somewhere irrelevant inside my mind. My dear hubby has had to run down the street after someone to finish what I was supposed to do! Meanwhile street people don’t have a lot to do with their time so we often give them spirit food as well. A book, or a gospel. 

Our main objective is to tell other people God is not mad at them. That’s what reconciliation means! This is something that we have in common with everyone else in this world. We all need to be reconciled to God – but most people-who-don’t-know-Him-yet – don’t know how. Just because someone told me about Jesus and what He did for me — and I said ‘yes please!’ That doesn’t make me special – it just makes me HIS. I’m not much of a fancy-schmancy person. so when I speak to someone else I like to use ordinary words because my aim is to be understood, not just show off my personal knowledge. Nothing will close a door to someone’s heart faster than if we think we are better than the people we meet. Judgment of any kind is deadly!

Meanwhile, we aren’t the door – we are simply the doorman! HE IS THE DOOR. All we do is we open the door for anyone who wants to know more about Him. It’s a heart thing – we open our heart to their hearts so He can speak to them. It is a great relief to me that I don’t have to be the door, because the pressure to perform would probably nag at me, and I’d focus on all the wrong things. As it is, I daily struggle with saying things in a simple way that will facilitate the hearer’s understanding.

I am all about action – I think believing and doing nothing is just like chasing the wind. I’ve met a few windy-gassy people in my life, all talk, lots of hot air, and no action. That’s when I decided that I’d rather be like Jesus Who always ushers in LIFE. I just listen to what He wants and then I obey Him. Over the years I’ve watched the Lord open up someone’s heart right in front of me. It just blows my mind every single time. To speak to someone else, on His behalf, when they are extremely vulnerable is a huge privilege. The Holy Spirit speaks to me through the bible most of the time. He very kindly brings verses to my mind.. 

I’m getting older, and a bit forgetful, and sometimes I forget what I am going to say next. Meanwhile, if someone interrupts my train of thought then …I’d better wave goodbye to that thought because it’s gone! But in spite of my age, my knowledge of the bible is always there. That is a wonder! I have no idea how it can possibly happen, but the bible feels just like my blood running about, unseen, inside me. 

It is squarely fixed in my heart, and even when my head is in a muddle, I can still speak from my heart! I didn’t even set out to memorise every word, I think I was too lazy to do that. I just read and reread His book daily, heaps and heaps of times over the years, and quite a bit of it sunk in! And then the precious Holy Spirit utterly  blows my mind — He hands me exactly what I need … just like someone would hand me a cup of tea! A verse pops into my head and away ‘we’ go.

Meanwhile, I figure if Almighty God Himself doesn’t hold our transgressions against us, then I have no right at all to choose to hold a grudge – no matter what my reason says to me. So my default position is to put down my own defensiveness, and head back toward love asap. Especially when I get grumpy or disappointed with my circumstances, or someone else. There are days when that can take me a while. But Jesus’ blood covered everyone’s sin, not just mine.

It’s simply my job to open His door so He can introduce Himself to others, and they can walk in and get to know Him. Day by day, I deliberately count on the fact that Jesus knows how to reach every one of them. I’d rather be  a doorman in His house, than do anything else. (Psalm 86:10) Bye 👋

P 3047 Let this sink in.

“Yahweh is my best Friend and my Shepherd. I always have more than enough. He offers a resting place for me in His luxurious love. His tracks take me to an oasis of peace near the quiet brook of bliss. That’s where He restores and revives my life. He opens before me the right path and leads me along in His footsteps of righteousness so that I can bring honour to His Name. 

Even when Your path takes me through the valley of deepest darkness, fear will never conquer me, for you already have! Your authority is my strength and my peace. The comfort of Your love takes away my fear. I’ll never be lonely, for You are near. You become my delicious feast even when my enemies dare to fight. 

You anoint me with the fragrance of Your Holy Spirit; You give me all I can drink of You until my cup overflows. So why would I fear the future? Only goodness and tender love pursue me all the days of my life. Then afterward, when my life is through, I’ll return to Your glorious presence to be forever with You!” Psalms 23:1-6 TPT. 

Here’s a thought — how about you sit yourself down with a big mug of tea or coffee and let this beautiful Psalm soak into the places in your heart and mind where you feel exhausted, beaten up, or maybe, not good enough! Our place of rest is always in His love. Like the needle on a compass always points to north, our hearts need to return to HE LOVES ME. Do that. Sit there, breathe, and say to yourself slowly:: ‘Jesus You love me.’ Don’t get sidetracked into what you have or have not done right recently. Start with Him loving YOU – and then, thank Him for it. 

The God of the Universe knows our names. He calls each one of us by name. I have relatives who probably can’t remember who I am – but Almighty God knows me, inside and out! Why? He chose too! If that doesn’t make you want to jump up and down — then take a breath and stop and think about it. Our God is a personal, engaged Father, Who is never too busy for His kids – He knows exactly where we are and what is happening to us.

On we go…There is no place in this Psalm that talks about Jesus bopping me on the head because I’ve been a disobedient sheep. Yes, He has a rod and a staff – but He has that to thump anything that comes at me trying to destroy me. That’s what our Saviour is like! Loving, loyal and … there for us. There are times I can almost hear the Holy Spirit cheering away when I am wrangling with some situation or other, and He’s calling out: “That’s it, you’ll get there … keep going!” That’s what ‘for me’ means to me – He is on my side, cheering me on.. 

Just recently I mentioned that my nearly 98 year old mother is dying. Hubby read this Psalm to her the other day. Why? Because everybody needs to know that God is not mad at them. They need to know that He loves them dearly – all the time, that’s why. We are aiming at passing on His love to her, while she is launching her tiny little broken ship off into the incredible deep waters of HIS ENDLESS LOVE. I want her to see that His love is so deep, so wide, and far, far greater than any other love a human being ever hoped for or imagined. 

There are people who might become afraid of the part of the Psalm that reminds us that we will walk through a dark valley. But the best place to focus our thoughts is on the fact that He is there with us. Instead of bursting your boiler fighting fear – concentrate on the truth! In order to fully understand any lie we are believing — we need to study the truth, not the lie. You might like to think on that …

Being loved so faithfully by SomeOne so amazing needs to be our specific focus. When we live this way, the whole bible truly becomes Good News, not just a book filled with instructions. People need good news! “God is not mad at humanity, SomeBody Else took the punishment for all of us” — that truth is far more than just good news. It is FANTASTIC NEWS … especially when this life keeps pushing and poking at us.

If you or I were in a car that has spun out of control, the best news we could ever have is that the person driving the car is an expert. The Person Who is helping us with this life is our Resident Expert! Don’t send Him away because you think you want to choose some dumb temporal thing that won’t matter in the light of eternity. Instead, call out for help.

Our Shepherd is with us to comfort and help us. His rod and staff whacks our enemies but those weapons comfort us. Jesus looks after His sheep. He stands between us and our enemies, joyfully, willingly – every second of every minute, of every single day of our lives.

We don’t actually belong in this world anymore, because we’ve been born into another kingdom. We belong to Him, and He will come to get each one of us when this life is over. I want to leave you with this last scripture: “Let your character [your moral essence, your inner nature] be free from the love of money [shun greed—be financially ethical], being content with what you have; for He has said, “I will never [under any circumstances] desert you [nor give you up nor leave you without support, nor will I in any degree leave you helpless], nor will I forsake or let you down or relax My hold on you [assuredly not]!” Hebrews 13:5.

Our God does not lie —the Lord Jesus IS my Shepherd, every single day. Let this sink in – as He was with Moses and Joshua and Abraham – so He is with us. Bye. 🐑 Baa!